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Fawaz

Leader

My real birth took place on March 3rd, 2015. It is the day I realized that life has colors and gradations that exceed the ability of the human mind to comprehend.


Where to start? Where will my words take me? How do I make an ending?
In the arms of a shy, peaceful, traditional, and discreet childhood, my soul grew up in an oriental house, rich in diversity with cultural roots. My eyes opened, as is the case with most of our Arab peers, to the discipline and strictness of a father, yet to the tenderness and kindness of a mother, and both of them wanted a brighter future for me and my brothers than their own personal experiences.
I loved studying and became addicted to learning since my childhood. I embraced learning about everything new, regardless of how much I needed it at that time. Being the youngest of my brothers, I often viewed the world through the eyes of others. My vision was framed by the experiences of those who are older and more experienced than I am. I do not recollect that I ever chose to rebel or get outside of the box... when I went out, I was in the safety zone!
This momentary, delusional, or sedating feeling that everything is alright, led me to moments, in my teenage years, when my senses froze due to my inability to adapt to personal, familial, and societal events, circumstances, and developments that rolled over me, and made me lose a lot of my balance!
Before the 3rd of March, 2015, I was aware deep down in my heart that we did not come to this world in order to implement an agenda that was already set for us; a meal that quenches our hunger: an education that erases our illiteracy; a friend that keeps our company; a job that extinguishes the flames of our ego, a social center that creates followers shaped and molded to hearing and obedience; a life partner who dictates the morals of living from his perspective ... These are all programs that were handed down to us by a generation that preceded us, whose existence differed from us ... As it was said in the old days: the two most important dates in a person's life are the day he was born, and the day he becomes aware why he was born!
My real birth took place on March 3rd, 2015. It is the day I realized that life has colors and gradations that exceed the ability of the human mind to comprehend. This year, I left my fake comfort and penetrated my comfort-zone; I set out towards the other: discovering his soul and his thought; respecting his difference and diversity; appreciating his experience and his career; containing his failures, slips, and disappointments; and welcoming his rise and glory.
My dears, Commyoulogy community, be assured that we are going side by side in this renewed, branching, and different journey. Be assured that there is pride in our cohesion, strength in our differences, and pride in our humility... We are now in the midst of creating reality as we want; a reality that reflects the richness of the moment, the multiplicity of options, and the manifestation of hopes! From our solitude, we begin... and from the other we learn... and from the mercy of heaven, we derive help and support!